The Attacker At Dawn

I have lengthy articles, about which I cannot emphasize this enough: these articles have insights that were so hard won, and they were won by my wife, who paid an extremely heavy price so that I could be the one to sort out what is happening and realize the solution. She has suffered, this band is the solution, in a spiritual and material way, and the end of a long journey. We wish to cross the finish line and celebrate with you, so listen....it is a gift from someone who could choose to feel like the world owes me everything, but nobody is invidually responsible for troubles which keep draining me, taking what should be mine away as others benefit. We are the outcome of a long initiation, and when it was time to abandon me....I turned to a band in me. I am my own Motley Crue, so to speak.

We are no ordinary pair, and it seems to be the case that my wife will continue to experience trouble, and I will be upset about it....unless I emerge with what I know about certain things, which have troubled me for the reason that I guess I fear being misunderstood, taken literally, ridiculed and punished. I realize how ridicululous it is to let this fear limit me....as what I will experience from remaining in the shadows with this stuff, is being misunderstood, literally taken from (stolen from), ridiculed and punished because of projections that people have for us, in our relationship, because our souls are heavy enough to be felt like a coming threat, to some unconscious darkness which fears the light of illumination, fears nothing more than being seen for what it is.

I can only plead with the reader to believe in me and give me a chance to prove how worthwhile this all is, as I am unknown and I also know from my own experience that reading lengthy articles off of a screen is not my favorite. Why people write on bright backgrounds, I don't know. The fact of the matter is, I am exactly what people do not expect, which is that because of "being gifted" I must want to be famous.

As if I desire to have people want to try to look in my windows and see me taking a shit, and publish photos of my strained pooping face on the cover of a magazine. Alas, when you are "pretty boy" material, people project their inner child upon the "pretty boy", who must want things that boys want, rather than what adults want. To get so much attention for myself, as if to say that I am starved for attention like my wife doesn't fulfill the need for attention on a level that no amount of fame could come close to. No, what is about....is responding to the call, which had an end goal which was never more than vague. Tezcat Real is a vehicle by which to make it possible to spread ideas which I write about, as no other researcher has such an opportunity - they write and present, but are not the singer of a band which, I must say, is the shit.

Tezcat Real exists as part of an opportunity we may all have to suddenly abandon the sinking ship and the false dreams of AI, for the return to forgotten Spiritual Intelligence which will come about with the Spiritual Revolution....which only pretended to happen in the 60's. The counterculture revolution means the same thing as clockwise revolution. The Counter is the Clock, you see. So, counterclockwise doesn't work either. Why is this important? You must invest enough time, if you really want to know. Rather than clockwise, is the ritual. Rather than counterclockwise, is the spiritual. There is the ritual revolution, and the spiritual revolution.

Unless I present this information, and manage to get people to listen.....my wife is constantly in trouble, and it is because people have this nasty habit of imagining they have a relationship with me in some way that makes me obligated to show obedience, and let them take from me....while at the same time, it goes with showing abusive behavior to my wife. I realized, that the same tendency to influence people non-locally can be controlled consciously, if the relationship that people are having - involves my voice. Read me, and listen to Tezcat Real.

You might find that, there is a Spiritual Energy which comes to you, as it is.....I am able to give energy to others, from a distance.

Not realizing this, is why there has always been trouble from people expecting to "share myself with them".....they want to be me, which means to destroy me at the same time and make me be in a marriage with the person who would think to BE me, with my submission - which requires ending my relationship with my wife. This problem is a side effect of being able to give energy to someone I love, if she should need to survive an ordeal and need extra life energy. I have it to spare, as I am equipped with some extra for the sake of a rescue mission.....on our way to the dawn.

We need you to listen, and listen consciously. This is not entertainment, it is magical influence for manifestation of the Spiritual Revolution which never was, and was never supposed to be, as the real America was never meant to be found and brought to the light of day. If you will listen, it takes care of the unknown person out there who would attach to my energy that is "free floating", these recorded songs are meant to be a way to be in relationship with me from a distance, with listening as my voice is with you.....if not, something upsetting acts as if it is in relationship with me, there is always some asshole acting like our marriage is for him also, and wants to have what is owed - the attention I get from her, the attention she gets from me...acting like authority that deserves to take what is ours from us, while having this weirdness about mistaking himself for being me, and will be me instead of me and I cannot get anything he isn't getting too, etc. It is so fucking strange...and so, because I am projecting spiritual influence out into the world all the time, no matter what...it must be controlled. Enter into relationship with Tezcat Real, a different listening experience. An experiment. We are the outlaws.

I give energy to her by focusing on her, she anchors it - because she is meant to have the balancing energy. Still, it leaks and something will attack her to demand attention be taken from her, to go to them instead. Astrologically, a stellium in Libra in the 7th house with the Sun involved. Listening to our band will actually take care of the situation which is "relationship with me from a distance". So, rather than fame and attention for myself, this was put together to fend off what strange forces come for our relationship.

The most sad thing in the world is if people can't be convinced to listen. Read the other articles, to have your mind blown. What is mine is yours, no matter what I do. All I can do is make sure that I choose what to give that is mine to be also yours. I will be here, and I will also be with you in spirit. To demonstrate this to yourself, listen with passionate interest and perhaps the field will respond with synchronicity to mirror what spirit is actually with you as you listen to Tezcat Real. I would be curious to know how it works out.

Love ya,

Brian Johnson Hoffmann