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     My Will and Testament 

This track is a prayer for her and for America simultaneously, who I consider a Goddess...because I'm a special kind of gay, really (which one?) Lyrics after some paragraphs. We pray for you, with you....for the sake of an experiment, see what happens when it spreads around. 


the grand poet tree told you what it's about

the battle of the rosebud erotic war

one fine day I turned myself into the authorities

now you cannot push me around

turned myself into Aware Wolf, too

because we're having fun


oh, is that not what you meant?


You wanted to see me get in trouble?

well....I don't think so

Sexually inferior little big man

mama never let you go

I have sacrificed flesh and pain

to demote the designs of beast 666

no Crowleymas or Columbus Day anymore

Those Great Breasts 777

Uncovery of America


yet the 7th Cavalry lost THE WAR

jaguar constellation

seven knocks at the door

the battle of Little Big Horn was a dark ritual

that failed

it's a stain


Pretty White Buffalo

could not be contained

I cannot be moved away

from the center of life inside my skin

7th inning stretch

the connotation of hot dogs peanuts and beer


12th of October we celebrate

the crazy horse that bucked chuck yeager

off into two broken ribs and sound barriers


Robert Johnson met Jimi Hendrix at the crossroads

full moon 1935

another body of your life

Michigan City Prison Break

son of America makes a mockery

out of little big boys

first spring Dillinger

on 12th of October

twice in one week

you knocked police station over

for all their guns

all the ammunition and

hit the bank across the street

from the police station



hearing is healing


dis uncovering

my will has spoken

gates of the dawn

are opening


lightning strikes again

we're running past

the face of stone


to meet the woman of the ocean

she wants to meet you

she wants to greet you open the seal

of the ceiling


the song is rushing you forward

lightning strikes again


we only had to make it to the bottom and

the star is upright again

comfortable inn

comfortable in my skin

I can do anything

anything I want to do


love will endure the manifest myth of Persephone
a wrecked angel will enter the realm of the rectangle

a jaguar's constellation guides us to our safety

protecting us from sabotage

daybreaks the spells of resets on done sunsets

fifty stars reinstate the original wheel of twelve


sometimes I'll see a sign that tries to tell me that

"you are here" possessing me and I say



I am HERE and YOU!! are THERE!!!

history ends where mystery begins



I hear they swore an oath to protect

a rectangle called the constitution

but what about your own

stand at the center of the crossed rose

in her section



I swore an oath

that keeps me going beyond death

to remain loyal to the truth

would you endure anything for the sake of love

is it me verses the world when I say

I would abandon a pile of rectangles

if I was forced to choose

between a pile of rectangles

and stopping the abuse of a child

your shadow is your friend

that can go to the second dimension

this you that's on the floor and four walls

and sometimes on the ceiling


that's a pretty good lookin' silhouette right there

is all you gotta say to make your shadow

proud to be attached to you

we call the world into being

where we realize

consciousness is omnipresent

even in the shadow who loves you

they treat their shadow like

it's a hole

that's exactly the same

shape as themselves

where everything they don't like

can be thrown in that hole and the shadow might get angry

about being attached to a fool

a fool who gave it enough of itself

to give it a spurious autonomy

it declared mutiny

why the second dimension

takes precedence

and makes presidents

serve the agenda of rectangles

the disc was once a sphere

there is an explosion of light

and there's a diameter for the circumference

unzipping the infinite

same way a flag turns into a flying eagle

goodbye Fake America


I have made it to the other side

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