I have never had any choice in this life but to be caught up in a relationship with the world, as if somehow there is someone and somewhere else waiting for me to fulfill my part of the agreement, and it has been all that nobody would begin to believe, because to begin with - my energy pays for this adventure, with everytime a person a person suddenly has way too much energy for showing me the way to what is already all that I've carried within me - and now it is for their sake, and if I don't cooperate - it is as if I have stolen their life, that one which originates with me - I came into this world with a chart designed to be a sacrifice - for I already have one, that is the impossible thing. Look around this website, and tell me I am not capable of independent creative activity - because if this above chart was really the only me I could be, it looks like someone who requires others to be me for me, an actor playing the role of me - and being a hero that makes them high, paid for with my energy.  I came to this incarnation to survive until someone could anchor this for me - and then, I started coming through like radio signals on the unblocked channel......if you can listen and be my reception - we can bust out of here, for my soul has a history of being pretty good at defying the law like no one else.....I was surprised to learn, I have been dead since Oct. 17th 1934 - now, if  you will listen - the most unlikely story of them all is my reality, and I am trapped in a world which is the opposite and against me - I am of the UNIVERSE - isolated and helpless in a REVERSE world - I know the way out, I can do nothing until others follow my lead to the other side - to the universe.  

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