The Mutilation Porn Incident
As time went on, as Robert Johnson of Whitehall, Michigan kept trying to make his sister's battle with cancer all about himself, and after letting us know that we both have victim mentalities because we both tell the truth about what happened to us, he proceeded to act completley entitled to police our lives, and entitled to entertainment.....because he works.
While telling us he works, he imagines that his job is policing our lives, and for those that I mean to pass knowledge to, because this is an occasion and opportunity to educate people about the destructive influence that ruins life for the rest of us on planet earth, the way that I detect criminals is when they find it necessary to make a big production out of associating themselves with an image that is meant to obscure the complete opposite, and what is easy for me, is unfortunately not for others....and this is antother pertinent and highly important reason that we need to collectively open the door to the realization, that if one person is certainly continuing to build off of prior experience gained in previous incarnations, maybe all of us are? I can tell you this much, you are...and one day, pople will know more about it....I am in a unique situation that allows me to ge through and piece things back together.......and I am also able to observe that it is damn near completely impossible for most people to ever find out....there is an injustice perpetrated against us, we are made blind by the heaviness of incarnation that quickly blocks the door with early trauma. The recognition of synchronicity is the deep self broadcasting its message to the headmaster, the conscious ego. "Lose your ego, man". Right.
I have observed this character again and again, when a person renounces Individuality they become the same pattern that applicable to all the other ones....part of the hive, and this is very important to know of when dealing with these creatures.
I am a warrior and demon slayer, and my time on earth has been spent in deep study and reflection upon the nature of these matters which are limiting us the most. People, such as Special Agent Johnson, find it necessary to police my relationship to let me know that his marriage is either completely loveless and meaningless, and/or it is completely falling apart and Special Agent Johnson is committed to policing my relationship with his sister to avoid soul growth.
To demonstrate to you that I am too unconcerned with propriety to lie about anything, I know that there is something about me that is pretty damn heroic and I look heroic doing it, and for crying out loud, Special Agent Johnson would actually be so crass.....as to want to see my downfall, including the downfall of his sister when she is deeply suffering, and he can only deepen that suffering when hoping to see me fall......"you looked like a fucking hero up there", my most deranged fans have had to tell me, when my own experience is that this show is stupid and embarrassing. Being aware of how people interpret me is an invitation to accuse me of being arrogant, and in the meantime....more people will hear the music. I intend to manipulate people by telling the truth, because it is how I can get people to notice the message and if insisting that it is not true, will volunteer for their own destruction by refusing the truth about life, death and GOD just to contradict me. Otherwise, I'll just be ignored and continue to endure people burying me beneath a pile of their shit when I am minding my own damn business, trying to just get through this tragedy with Chrystya and have her experience that one person being there, is all it takes to survive. She probably saved me from driving a car off a cliff "on accident", by actually beiing able to see me and love what she saw, and everything started to shift into action.
Fantomas released Suspended Animation, the day we met...we went and saw them as a third date? Suspended Animation, when we met.....I was suddenly ..waking up from a period of Suspended Animation. Another reason to claim "I wasn't there", because the memory of myself hadn't been remembered by an Isis named Chrystya. I communicate the truth, embrace or reject, it is the Nile Cobra forking its tongue to divide people into diverging paths.
The message that we are able to embody, is that love is stronger than evil and death. We have achieved proving this, and Special Agent Johnson, along with his Mommy can use me all they want to avoid showing empathy for Chrystya, I can't stop them. Or actually, I can by coming out and announcing that I am a huge faggot. Just kidding, a warrior. Although, I am a lesbian because everytime a dipshit calls me Ginger, they are saying that I appear to be a woman from the cast of Gilligan's island, Chrsytya clearly is the Mary Anne here. I am a lesbian, how interesting. It is all part of the Heyoka Warrior experience, and before you might decide to get into PC mode....I am the original redskin by being a ginger, and have been living on the equivalent of an Indian Reservation for 3 plus years now, a reflection of my inner reality., and finally realized a lot of my deep self hatred that I used to have, was actually coming from once being a person who hated all White People at a time when they were riding through peace camps and slaughtering everyone, for fun. I just told you the truth, and I am old.....and so if I can do things that other people are unable to do, it's because I have been building off of previous lives.....and continuing to avoid the tragedy at death, having it be erased and sent back to the Merry Go Round for another amnesiac lifetime of confusion.
The Heyoka Warrior of Sioux lore, is the basis of the Follower Children Counter-Culture fiasco, because the Heyoka Warrior/Shaman is considered counterclockwise to the clockwise world, When decimating the cultures already here, their knowledge and symbols were appropriated for later use, because the predator mind cannot create anything and wants to hijack the strongest energy for its own use, after reversing and inverting it....such as when the Black Hills became White with Mount Rushmore, and the Moon phases become One and Four Quarters of George Washington, the White Goddess. I know, it's pathetic, and the truth. I am not impressed with people who dedicate their entire lives to acquisition of money, I have seen it my whole life, it transforms people into disgusting worms. I am making money every time I create something unique from my emotional passion steered by intellect and fueled by the fire of inspiration, what is called money....is government issued art prints, portraits of the White Goddess, George Washington.
George Washington is the resurrection of White Buffalo Calf Woman, and you should be getting pissed off by this point. Not at me, at the deception. The book and image is the resurrection, a word which means "NOT THE ORIGINAL SURRECTION"
Dawn Surrection, sounds like a morning woody.
The predator has no inner self to create with, hence the projection that I am talented and good looking to eat, which is proof that I have no inner self, therefore...I am the slave of whoever claims me, like Special Agent Johnson. Whenever someone does this to me, they reveal their nature to me. I want everyone to be able to operate at my level, I hardly have come here to get recognition and fanfare.....even if I get famous, I will not experience being related to as a real person. So, unless I am completely retarded, I am here to help uplift the human race as much as I am able to convince people to embrace being as negative as possible, because negative listens when positive shares.
I'll tell you this much, this financial "impoverishment" I endure, it is a very convenient camouflage for me to operate behind to hide myself, or I would give myself away.........to an ignorant and completely stupid as hell person such as Special Agent Johnson, it is easy to convince himself that a) I am the one that is lacking and b) he is the man, and the best time to demonstrate that he is the man, and I am not.....is when Chrystya is suffering from cancer.
To be continued.........