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Gemini and the Hallway




The Glyph for Gemini appears to imply a hallway, leading to a either door, or perhaps more hallway. Typically, the glyph for Gemini shows the bars set above and below the straight pillars are curved, or tapering, rather than being straight, as if to remind someone of the perspective of walking down a hallway. See the image below, which explains what I mean.


The Hallway


Gemini, in one sense is about exploring, especially your local environment. Put this hallway in the context of signs around it.


Taurus. You're sitting in your favorite chair, drinking beer and listening to "Master of Puppets" as loud as you want to, because you don't have any neighbors anymore. (This is my fantasy, but follow me down this hallway of thought) You eventually run out of beer, realize you're tired and feel like going to bed. So you leave Taurus (being content where you were) and get up, and walk down the hallway (Gemini moves about the local environment), and come to a door, which is the Master Bedroom..or "Master of Bedrooms". Inside, is your bed, your haven where you can get all comfy, and have the cat sit by your feet. Home...is where the bed is, specifically, Taurus to Gemini, to Cancer. Gemini is the Hallway. Whenever you get up to do stuff, get something. The hallway is also this experience right now of reading this words, when you are done and satiated, you are at Cancer. Gemini is the reading, you are the student. Exploring the local environment, the words before you.



Jachin and Boaz are the twin Pillars, I kind of like how J and B are the initials of them, and pretend that Gemini is Jim and I, Jim and Brian. Jim Beam and Brian Orion.


Gemini, the sign shows that there are two pillars, and an opening. Two, yet it is the third sign, and corresponds with the 3rd house. By the way, a Mansion is Man Sion, something to keep in mind when returning to the event of the summer of '69, which is the upright symbol of Cancer, where Charles Manson, (the I removed from Mansion/ManSion) and the Family killed the hippies, and deadheaded all the do what thou wilted flower children who got back to the garden and watched some TV.


The Family.


The Family is a major idea associated with Cancer, and I do not ignore that this was a sorceror's attack on the sign of Cancer, which is the sign which is most dominant in the chart of the USA, which is named after a Goddess who was raped, tortured and murdered, then exiled and cursed lest her spirit return to claim what belongs to her and that is the true meaning of "Make America Great Again", America is a Goddess, who is the Queen who rules with exposed breasts. The behavior of the Seventh Cavalry during the Indian Wars, and "American" soldiers in Vietnam highlight the absence of Cancer, the destruction of Cancer, which is the root of emotions, the SOUL.


Money (Capricorn) vs. Soul (Cancer). Baphomet is the idea of Capricorn appropriating the qualities of the banished Goddess of Cancer, the true androgyny requires looking within oneself and feeling what one truly feels, which is why there is such a taboo on being "negative" these days, and yet doing what you are told and following the HEARD is rather passive, don't you think? If Being positive, means to project outwards and be active......well, I suppose without being balanced by the negative of feeling what is your REALITY, your positive is conversion to the Master which beats you into submission, and you look away from the fear of your Master every time you beat someone into submission. Authority and Submission is what became of Capricorn and Cancer when the Son is frozen on the Cross of LIBRA forever, every time someone wants to irresponsibly pawn off responsiblity for their life onto someone stronger than themselves, the balancing agent is incapacitated, Capricorn and Cancer become out of balance, and so the mountain claims to be HIGHER than the Lakes in the Valley, which is fucking stupid. When Libra is incapacitated, the Sun never rises, the lamb of god is slaughtered. Aries, the HEAD.


Don't you want to get A HEAD in life? Having money, the images of severed heads, convinces you of being A HEADMASTER, and people without money, are hallucintated to not have HEADS, because money has made the addict that fucking stupid and schizophrenic. You don't need money to have a head start, if you want to get a head in life, start going to skull and courage rather than placing such importance on school and college.


In Skull and Courage, the Headmaster is ME.


When I went to school and college, the HEADMASTER was still me, sitting in detention, being hated by my teachers, not geting much out of it, feeling like shit because school and college don't have a goddamn thing to teach about dealing with severe abuse in the home that healing will require actually renouncing the approval of others and one must camouflage one's true intentions in the war, when one is vulnerable, you must be somewhere safe from interference.



When a person unites the two pillars, there is a third pillar...as in the Qabala. Masculine and Feminine working together. There is all this talk about "you choose the left hand path" Boaz, or the Right Hand path, Jachin. Jachin OFF, Boaz ON.....when Boaz is not united with Jachin, you are seriously just Jachin Off, or in other words, just being positive.


Consider that the coming of the Messiah is the third mind, the entity that is the "Son of God" that is born from a true union of a man and a woman, or whatever, who can stay together long enough to raise that entity up from birth....and to outsiders, they will claim that either one of you is just in the relationship for any other reason than love, because you should know that when people do this...they are fearing the exposure of themselves, or their parents. A lot of people seem unable to face that their parents used children to stay together, when there is no other reason to....and the initial bond was to have children to prove to others that they were adults and have graduated, and now imagine themselves to be superior to those who do not have children and superior to children themselves.


They are children, and the couple who gives Virgin Birth to the Messiah, the Son of God that is the Spiritual Force between them in synergy, scares the shit out of others who are not ego-conscious of the object of envy, and yet the unconscious knows.


My wife and I have achieved this, and this is why our families are assholes to us, and pounced on the occasion of her battle with cancer to attempt to end our union and kill the Messiah between us, and there are as many Messiahs as there are couples who can stay together for the sake of THEIR growth, rather than having offspring.


It is a stupid notion to think the intelligent must reproduce, intelligence is not passed on by genetics. A person is a soul inhabiting a body, and the intelligent need not worry about only stupid people reproducing. My parents are the stupidest, most cowardly people that I've ever met...and they had me, and I know I am a warrior and very intelligent....I do not require approval to believe in myself, nor is shaming and insulting me going to cause me to doubt myself. I am stronger than the criticism, because only a person who envies and/or is intimidated by me feels the need to criticize without provocation or invitation.


I have learned to realize the compliment. "I am intimidated by your level of hardcore badass. That is why I am being such an insulting douche for no reason". Well, thanks so much.


The wild emotional intuititive psychic chaotic part of oneself, working together with the logical ordered part of the self. Perhaps, the Sun and Moon. My wife and I are a SunMoon Monsoon, and Robert Graves has claimed that Dionysus is the mortal part of Apollo, which is a very amazing thought. I like it. So much for Dionysus representing the "dark side of the sun", which is simply what the profane have done with the concept, who mask themselves as the elite and the high initiates, but they are the profane...or they would respect the True Will of a child, yet.....children are ritually abused again and again, and so I have to say


YOU ARE NOT FOLLOWING YOUR TRUE WILL IF YOU BLOCK THE TRUE WILL OF ANOTHER, ESPECIALLY BY SUCH A PATHETIC ROUTE AS BLOCKING THE WILL OF A CHILD WHO CANNOT FIGHT BACK. THERE IS NO RISK WHEN DOMINATING A CHILD, YOU HAVE NO HONOR. THE UNIVERSE CANCELS THOSE WHO HAVE ACTED DESTRUCTIVELY TOWARDS THE CANCER IDEA.


INTELLIGENT DESIGN IS A WORD GAME THAT ESOTERICALLY REFERS TO THE "INTELLIGENT" (CLEVER BUT STILL STUPID) REMOVAL OF ONE PARTICULAR SIGN FROM THE WHEEL OF THE TWELVE, INTELLIGENT DESIGN IS THE DESTRUCTION OF CANCER.


CANCER HAS BECOME SOMETHING THAT MUST BE KILLED AND AVOIDED, AND COSTS MONEY (CAPRICORN-TAURUS) CHARLES MANSON AND THE FAMILY WAS AN EVENT THAT DAMAGED THE ARCHETYPE OF CANCER IN PEOPLE'S SUBCONSCIOUS MINDS, AS THE FAMILY CAME TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH EVIL, VIA CHARLES MANSON AND THE FAMILY.


THE FAMILY=DEATH.


Cancer, is the roots of the tree of life, not the Qabala, but the roots of the tree where Capricorn is the treetops bearing fruit. Intelligent DE-sign, poisons the roots of the tree, and you will know a tree by its fruits, the politicians and celebrities that are only in the positions they are because they are under control. Do not for a second believe that anyone with a large audience, a mainstream audience is not obedient to a master, those who are not obedient are punished......


For example, I believe that Phil Anselmo of Pantera was a very cool dude, a warrior who refused to go along with whatever it was that seduced Metallica to become completely lame at the same time MTV began conspiring to portray Phil as a "white power" advocate, because he had a shaved head and also, the MTV news crew had someone they know yell "White Power" planned and scheduled. "When you see us coming, Dave, jump out of line and yell White Power so we can play pretend that Pantera is a racist band and you are just some random guy that we don't know"


Sure thing, and people are that braindead. The shaved head that he had, probably has a lot to do with why Pantera survived as the only real metal band in the 90's, because short hair is associated with punk, and it is my belief that Phil Anselmo saw the changing of the guard and knew that shaving his head would remove them from the firing squad.


Metallica cut their hair to pretend that they were relevant, and they probably did something horrible be part of something that requires them to pay tribute to Marianne Faithfull, which means that they are rebelling against rebellion, and truly lost. When a person does something that they cannot live with, they close off to their inner selves...and this is the whole point of why idiot societies is Hollyweird Boobalon require aspiring assholes to participate in something that compromises them. I know Metallica chose to align with bullshit, because they stopped being brilliant all of a sudden. The well-spring of genius is in the connection to the authentic self within, the real feelings. Close that door, and suddenly.....they became lame. My instincts tell me that Phil Anselmo knew something and was not the kind of guy who can be swayed to go along with bullshit, a true warrior who is not about the status and recognition, but the battle itself....never stop fighting, and it is my sincere belief that the replay of the "white power" thing, which had him singled out by "Cancel Culture", in Hollywood....was something to do with punishment for being rebellious and uncooperative.


Gemini, is a walk down the hall with brothers and sisters.....a person's family requires a walk from the comfort zone.....BIOLOGY is not your family.


YOUR FAMILY is those who FEEL the way that you FEEL. Your family is in agreement with your SOUL and your ROOTS>





When a person is able to unite the twins, walk through the Door at the End of the Hall, or the Hell....in etymology, vowels can be swapped...and so Hell, Hill, Hall are the same concept. You will die and go to Hall....oh no, not the Hall.....pffft. The Door leads to Sagittarius, the 9th house. The Priest, and considering that the sign of Gemini also refers to children, consider that the Priests are meant to abuse children as part of the job, because Gemini and Leo are on either side of cancer....the Twins must be damaged and the Lion must be taught to feel ashamed of his roar......both of them are witnesses of Cancer, the Mother Goddess America.

The Lion and the Twins will tell you where Cancer is, and she is ISIS.


The Double Lion is a concept that unites Gemini and Leo, and so it is the Double Lion who is tasked with overcoming the adversaries....Gemini must win the battle with the priest and know it all teacher who knows nothing, and unite them.


We are conditioned by the Institution to believe that being bi-polar is a malfunction, when what is called bi-polar is actually schizophrenia, a dissociative disorder where a person swings between extremes.....mania and depression where each personality does not know of the other's existence.


I am bi-polar, and so is the Earth, and so is the brain. My brain is bi-polar, which means that I unite the hemispheres, and the WHOLE BRAIN switches on.


The adversary of Leo is groups of people, Leo overcomes them by not stopping his creative and kingly function because people gossip and form cliques.....Aquarius is tribes, bands, groups......we are all friends because we are all Emperor fans. Leo says, I am the Emperor of my own life and yet you reject me because I would rather listen to the Jesus Lizard instead of Emperor....you guys are nerds.



As the story goes, "Jesus" had a brother named James, James is long for "Jim". From his perspective, he would relate to his experience with his brother with statements like "Jim and I went and got stoned in the public square by a bunch of crazy assholes" .


Jim and I, Jim n' I. Gemini. Siblings. If a person knows what to look for, the Bible is just so darn interesting. It really is. The way the Universe works, it just seems that things happen in unexpected, miraculous ways. King James authorized the first Bible. King Jim. The book and the reader, Jim and I. Gemini. Authorize, sounds like a word for writing, authorize a page in my diary, I walkilated to the bathroom and showerized my ass, then I sleepified for a little bit.


Two Testaments read to you by a priest. Two books, twins. Testaments. The book is the resurrection itself, sorry to say. This whole time, and the resurrection from the tome was when the idea entered the mind of a believer...and whoopity doo.


37 is an important number, numeroligicaly. From Gemini to Libra, is a concept of 3 and 7.

There were 37 stars on the American Flag the day that America defeated Custer, it was a woman who defeated Custer......her name is America.






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