THE DOOR OF WATER, CANCER IS A MEDIUM OF LANGUAGE THAT ENABLES COMMUNION WITH AN INTELLIGENCE WHICH THE WEAK CONSENSUS DENIES BY SHAMING INTEREST IN THE EMOTIONAL HISTORY OF CHILDHOOD...WHERE THE ORIGINAL SELF MAY BE RETRIEVED BY WHOEVER IS WILLING TO TELL THOSE WHO FEAR THE PAST, THAT BEING AFRAID OF YOUR OWN FEELINGS IS LIKE BEING AFRAID OF VENTURING BEYOND THE FRONT YARD.  THEN PEE ON THEM.

IT IS UP TO WOMEN TO REJECT THE IMPOSTOR WHICH HAS CALLED "AMERICA", &  USHER IN THE AUTHENTIC AMERICA, WHICH WOULD KEEP ITSELF CLEAN BY EMPHASIZING CARE, EMPATHY AND ANSWERING THE CALL OF THE SOUL....WHEREVER THERE ARE IMAGES OF WOMEN'S ABOVE THE WAIST NUDITY, IS A PLACE THAT WILL BE MANIPULATED TO BE CONSIDERED HOME, THE FLAT 2D SCREEN. 

 

RIGHT NOW, AN ATTEMPT IS BEING MADE TO CAUSE PEOPLE TO REACT TO REALITY AS BLEAK, FULL OF PAIN AND HARDSHIP--TO CHOOSE THE "COMFORT" OF 2D SCREEN LAND, NOT INFORMING ALL OF THIS SIMPLE PSYCHOLOGICAL FACT: NIPPLES HAVE THE POWER TO NEUTRALIZE A LOT OF ANTI-HUMAN ACTIVITIES BY TRIGGERING THE AWAKENING OF MEMORIES THAT ARE NECESSARY TO BEING AN INDIVIDUAL.....IF A SYSTEM DEPENDS ON FORGETTING IT OFFERS REWARDS THAT ARE ORIENTED AROUND BEING FOR GETTING, RATHER THAN FOR GIVING....EMPATHY, WHICH IS A FEEDBACK LOOP....AND COMMUNION WITH  THE SOUL OF THE WORLD WOULD BE RECOGNIZED AS MAGICAL, WITHOUT THOSE INCAPABLE OF CONNECTION  SMEARING THEIR WEAKNESS ON OTHERS EXPERIENCE OF LIFE.

THE IGNORANCE OF CANCER IS  EXACTLY THE REASON WHY TELEVISION IS AMERICA'S SAD AND PATHETIC 

SUBSTITUTION FOR THE MOON.....WHEN SHE IS FULL, A ROCK STAR IN A MENSTRUAL SHOW. 

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The timing of Hurricane Ida has it be coincident AGAIN with what WOULD have been Burning Man....and there is something worth really thinking about here.....I do not discount the idea of an engineered storm at this time, but I leave that subject for someone else.  A truly amazing idea at this point, I must say...is the person that would still cling tenaciously to the comfort of their Mother, the TV....there are people who will defend the dictates of the 2 dimensional Mother no matter how obvious the disconnect between reality and REEL-ity there is.  

I am going to say this again and again, because it makes me feel good.  Tezcat Real is a band name that could be interpreted as meant  to be an opposer....if not opposer, you are a poser.  No, really...the world is actually bass-ackwards and i can prove it.  

I experienced that my intincts of the situation were factual.  Otherwise highly intelligent people were not going far enough in considering that Trump was another actor, playing his part.  It was more obvious to me, and what I have to relate to you is my freedom....an exemptiion that I give myself.  Tezcat Real is a band name chosen, because we named it after our cat...you know, to be totally metal.  Over time, the implications of the REAL (Spanish form meaning royal)  which applied to Tezcat Real became apparent to me....even without playing live shows and having lots of FANS not FOLLOWERS so I can have someone to BLOW ME backstage...if I need a fresh breeze......followers sounds like flowers, and then I start thinking of the Grateful Dead being employed by the FBI to lead dissenting youth into uselessness, the term for this is "deadhead" because "idiot" was all too obvious, and someone thought that it was the funniest thing in the world to turn the Thelemic Law of "Do What Thou Wilt" into a motto for FLOWER children to interpret as "do what makes you feel good", which is often to be doing what everyone else is doing so you can be cool up until someone changes what cool is or you get fat and/or bored, just before you finally get to the Garden and it is the Children of God cult....and that's  when they DEADHEAD you, by cutting your head off....and you know what? I bet Marianne Faithful had someone DEADHEAD Jim Morrison--I have deduced this by considering that nobody has exhumed his grave or saw the body....Oliver Stone superimposed the Alexander Head......which I think was meant to be a joke, because he would have known.....it becomes mega-clear when he has INTER-VAL KILL MER sing words which were not sung that way at the Miami show, he sings....."Come on come on come on...touch me, babe...can't you see...that I need some HEAD!" 

Hollywood hints at something, was he made a Deadhead after Pam's negligence did him in?....CLEARLY the film was a propaganda release coming out coincidentally with Nirvana's rise to the top and sudden.......deadhead sad thing.  I find it rather astounding how very little commentary on this movie's influence of a generation there really is...Rolling Stone literally referred to the film as "doing him a favor', like....now he has been reincarnated and become immortal"....this is just downright Satanic...and I believe was one of the instances of the use of this word that got me realizing something very key...that holds people back.  Reincarnation, resurrection, etc......they refer to a REPRODUCTION and MIMICRY of the original Being happening as a river flowing through higher mansions of time and perception, and it was intended for people to be subliminally influenced to believe that Jim Morrison reincarnated as Val Kilmer---reincarnation has happened as a jump from the higher estate, through the DOOR OF the screen....  As a work of successful mind control, it is "brilliant" I suppose.   

I had to bring this up as I started writing, while actually planning on writing about something else....but, well....I made door that one time....Jimbo doesn't own the concept of VAGINAS now does he? I want to share with you, something about The Doors and why men have to bash them to the point that they go out of their way to believe in the reality of the movie, in exchange for the VASTLY SUPERIOR experience to be held in the 3rd, 4th and higher dimensions and mansions.  The only one who comes off like he sucked Oliver Stones penis because maybe he was high on coke and forced him to suck it, as some sort of filmed initiation thing that works pretty well as a way to get a lot of people in Hollywood to go along with it....or else.    

                                                             I know what your deepest secret fear is, America.....impostor America.  You                                                               are afraid of any man or woman who suddenly presents you with a                                                                             reflection of yourself.....there is a part of you that really wants to BE the                                                                     image of beauty, and you tell lies to yourself about what you really want, what you really desire....that this person triggers.  Why do you want to be beautiful? Is it because you are on some deep level unwanted? Perhaps by yourself? You want to be wanted.....like he is wanted, look at how much he is wanted!!! Do you have a clue? I want to take on a condescending attitude here....because I am about to arrive at what I know of the core and heart of the most beautiful of the beautiful women...whose company is amongst other women whose beauty can only be surpassed by being Zenobia.  Why do I say Zenobia? I say Zenobia because OI know that I can speak for her soul  a lot better than I suspect others are going to...and rather than let others wheel her out to insult her, I am making Zenobia a representative Icon that embodies what we refer to as Tezcat Real America...the "Tezcat" necessarily there to guarantee that associating REEL and REAL no longer makes it possible to the degree it has been, for an entire generation to participate gleefully in the public stoning of Jim Morrison, a shame that is so deep that I bet you a bucket of narwhal intestines that you have not actually been presented with this perspective before......of Jim Morrison's missing head and a psy-op using VAL as the one to be interred in the SEDOND DIMENSION....

 

.  Why? Why do you want to be the image of beauty?  If you were paying attention, you would observe that is the  man who was so legitimately impressive to people that people actually believed that he was Jesus Christ....)he should die for us....yeah, great.....maybe everyone could die for him sometime) which the "Jesus Christ Pose" image is not actually encouraging.  It was his---grandfathering heavy metal by being the first to be such an aggressive vocalist, not relating to himself as a pretty boy the way others did (this is why people punish him after he is dead) It is the low-point of cowardice to get back at someone after they are dead.  I believe the reason why people demanded to percieve that INTER VAL---VAL being the corpse interred into the grave of VHS tapes,  was his "reincarnation"...do you really want to know? He invited you to face your deepest fear....and your deepest fear is the possibility of life after death......and not just that, but life after death being someone...anyone, that is watching....and people WANTED VAL to be him, because if there really is no death...which he alterted us to by the confidently reckless way he lived.....what you were likely witnessing was a man that may have actually been subjected to trauma based mind-control.....and was far too srong of a soul for it to stick, I suggested this to myself to explain the behaviors such as drinking 26 shots of VO before a gig, and being fine....for the most part.   I suggested this to myself when learning of his photographic memory, a result of brain-stem scarring.  He had the "one lazy eyelid" thing going on that is pointed out.   Consider how far out of your way that you might need to go if, "operation Dionysus" went AWOL...went rogue, as a man on the loose having it all come back to him in the middle of mega-fame......only someone 1000 times more hardcore than the  average person could manage to get through life, and with your body being basically STOLEN from you to be fragmented..... the only way that the voice of the core self is going to overcome, is by going to extremes with drugs and alcohol....and using the intense energy of the crowd to also psychically link with the fragments out there.......get together one more time.  This scenario was buried beneath "just a drunk" -- the public hides it shame in the second dimension, knowing on some level that they had just witnessed a man dealing with having a whole forgotten childhood of sadistic methods and ways that they create alters and control the personality...while the core self takes a back seat and can only watch, horrified.....that a man is in the driver's seat of his vehicle.....regaining it after it had been taken from him.  This is the meaning of HWY....the killer on the road.....who is PICKED UP BY HIS OWN CAR ON THE HIGHWAY---which clearly suggests that someone else was driving HIM, and he kills the driver....and he is now driving HIS CAR.   There is no price to high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.  When he  tells McClure that he wasted a guy.....it has something to do with killing whoever his would be handler would have been.  You want more evidence, you go and investigate the parallels that clearly exist between the Manson murders and the song "Five To One"---then you will begin to get a picture of what kind of person found it necessary (beyond the ostensible authors)--write a book that goes out of its way to focus on "this one time he urinated on the shoes of a pet shop owner" and whatever other primitive things that are the authors agreement with the public that fear of being able to acknowledge "that guy has a beautiful soul, that is why he has a beautiful face and voice.....if I want to be so beautiful, it could only happen by living many lifetimes to gain experience......

 

the presence of a man like that should be self-evident.  Y'all are so afraid of death, that you hallucinated a penis show.  

John, the drummer who must have been made to suck the penis and balls of Oliver Stone  (All of Our Stones)---he had an older brother, by a few years, named Jim.....from a Catholic family.   His older brother was schizophrenic.....who probably abused his little brother.   John projected his schizophrenic and (possibly sexually abusive) older brother on a man who knew that this was occuring.....who was reading Ferenczi when hardly anyone knows the name.....people go out of their way to ignore his pioneering work on exposing sexual abuse and incest....it happens all the time......who also noticed that....everytime he turned around, John looked away real quick....like, "I wasn't just staring at you in awe and wonder"----he writes in his book that he couldn't stop looking at him the first time he met him, he'd never seen someone who looked like that..."and I'm not into guys"....if you really weren't you would not be solely responsible for causing an entire generation to shit on a good man, so that you could be above him.....but at the expense of your band's reputation....what a tragedy.  

 

I have on occasion met that rare individual who was able to actually SEE REALITY with their own mind, instead of taking the REEL on board as a legitimate reality given them to believe in, other half-assed movies don't get such a common interpretation of 

 

by 1991 people were clearly in deep shit, regarding their willingness to betray the messengers of a Higher Mansion.  I am interested in this, because I have found that people have a universal blind spot here, that is really incredible......  

partially as a favor to various people  who hated him, because chances are he probably  did a really good job doing everything he could to laugh at people who wanted to be idiots....I mean "deadheads" who are FLOWERS instead of being made of MEAT...which was a theme which Michael McClure dealt with a lot at the time...the context being all these flower children.   "I hate you guys that take acid and call yourselves flower children, and start actually believing you're children......which leads to being weird around kids" ---"Yeah, well.....I forgive you, man" This is supposed to be an act of unconditional love presenting itself as passive aggression....deserving a beer poured upon the cabesa.  "I did not have any need to apologize till now, thank you"  , and you have to be braindead to enjoy identifying with being insulted...a person who is dead....in the head.  

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"AS I ENTERED THE HOUSES OF TEH SPHERE SHINING IMMENSELY AND THE LIGHT THAT I EMBODIED WAS WITHOUT MEASURE, AND ALL THE ARCHONS AND ALL THOSE WHO WERE SET INTO TURMOIL AMONG THEMSELVES AS THEY BEHELD THE GREAT LIGHT THAT I EMBODIED AND LOOKING UPON MY VESTURE THEY SAW THE MYSTERY OF THEIR NAMES" 

PISTIS SOPHIA 1:12 

This was the Door which I had decided to build as an art installation at a regional burn near New Orleans, which has just been hit by Hurricane called IDA.  Say each letter I, D, A....the answer to this is a hurricane of IDEA.....

My Soul is inextricably linked to New Orleans, and in a way that a longer story reveals our mockery of Easy Rider, we have actually accomplished finding Amnerica, and it is not a REAL that matches the frequency of REEL to make a bridge between the dimensions.  

As far as I know, I am the only one who looks at things the way that I do, and that is why y'all desperately need me....you do.  

you'll realize later.  You need Chrystya just as badly, if not even more.  

It is no coincidence that America becomes three I AM CARE, CAMEIRA, and I CAMERA.  

Cameira happens to be the second daughter of Danu....the Mother and Lover of the Poet....who is the hero of America, because it is The Poet, rather than a poet...

                  Because of the taboo against

                     the embrace of CANCER 

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CANCER IS SYNONYMOUS WITH BREASTS AND BELLY.   THE ECONOMY HAS LITERALLY DEPENDED ON WOMEN HIDING NIPPLES FROM BEING SEEN AND DENYING THEM FRESH AIR GENERATES INTEREST IN WATCHING TELEVISION---YOUR TITS CAN END TV VOYEURISM AND THE PHENOMENA OF IDIOTS HOLDING UP PHONES AT SHOWS. SUPERTITS, WONDERTITS, THE TITTY LANTERN, ETC.

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We are saddened to hear of what has happened to New Orleans.  As  usual, I seem to be psychic.  

We have felt like we aren't able to relate to the rest of the world....and our situation has been one of being beat down by life, and suddenly.....we feel like we are in a position to be heard.   My soul is connected to New Orleans, it doesn't matter if I am there or not to

feel the intensity of the storm transforming my life.  In 2005, it transformated my life, and Chrystya's, as we seemed scheduled to cross a threshold IN to a Wilderness where for the period of time we are to be in there, we are invisible to the world at large...necessarily. So...people don't know. 

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"Sometimes people around you won't understand your journey.  They don't need to, it's not for them. "-  King meme Vii

         TEZCAT REAL

"The imagination is not a state,

                                 it is the human existence itself"


 

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